Hey guys! I hope this Monday is good for you. My weekend has been off to a rocky start. I find myself not just questioning motives of people, but the motives of myself. My goal for this week is to laugh until my sides hurt since I feel like it’s been a while since I’ve done that. Have you ever reached a point of personal emotional grief that you feel like you’ve suffocated yourself with your own feelings? Instead of wallowing in my own sadness I decided to put my energy in to something productive. Right now, it’s 6 Am and I’m making cookies since the smell of cookies has always made me feel happy. I’m lucky to have such a great support system with both my friends and boyfriend. So, lets try our hardest to smile and laugh today shall we?


Hair-Action shaun by marilynmonroe munro
Gag harness-ringball gag by kamayar
Harness-leather harness in black by unitedcolorsteam
Pants-Deadwool peak suit trousers by Masa Plympton
Ears-[MANDALA]STEKING_EARS_Season 5 by kikunosuke Eel
Skin-rays tone 3 by by M4ri1yn Magic
Shape-my own not for sale.
Body ody ody-TMP by Theshops


6 thoughts on “Suffocator.

  1. I hope you find the twink to my rainbow bright doll. Okay I swear that’s funnier in my head, but no sleep makes humor weird. I always knew that I would have a gay as a friend. I love Rainbow bright whose bestie is named twink. This has absolutely nothing to do with your blog, but it’s funny. I’ll give you all the hugs! All the time! Smile Matzu! Cheer up buttercup!

    I’m happy you’re here!
    Much love Vie Pie.
    Yeah, I need sleep.


  2. Two things, dear Matzukaze: I hope that you’re able to reach a place where your spirit lifts and you feel lightness in your heart and your thoughts. You deserve those wonderful “laugh until your sides hurt” moments, and I hope you find them soon, and then go wild reveling in them. *Hugs*

    Second thing: what’s a girl got to do to get invited over for cookies? ♥

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    1. Aww thank you so much for the lovely words ever. This truly made me smile. Haha don’t tempt me to make a cookie party. I believe I have a giant cookie jar in my inventory somewhere probably under all the jeans. 😀

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      1. You make me smile too, Matzukaze! The idea of stashing your giant cookie under your jeans makes me laugh and laugh. And why would I *not* want to tempt you to have a cookie party? C’mon, you know you wanna! 😉 ♥

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