Little Rebel.

Little Rebel.

 

It’s no secret that I’m a huge Tom of Finland fan. I’ve done photos inspired by him in the bast.I think Tom was the ultimate rebel, and I’ve welcomed a bit of that energy in to my own life. Sometimes in really tense situations you force yourself to adjust, you put a lid on things you’ve liked doing for fear of them hurting someone else. Lately.. I’ve enjoyed letting the rebel in me out. I’ve enjoyed playing with this part of me I’ve worked so hard to control. To fit in to a box. I’m currently rejoicing in my own rebellion. And I gotta say, it feels kinda fucking great :p

-M

Hat-Swallow Hat_Pervert Black and Silver by luciayes Magic
Jacket-::GB::One-shoulder jacket by Takuya Jinn
Top/harness-[Cubic Cherry] {Vain} by kreao kujisawa @LootBox
Jockstrap-NOCHE. Essential Simple Jockstrap by Danny0ryan
Chaps-[noche] Male Chaps No.1 by Danny0ryan
Shoes-COX* Hight Sneakers stan storno
Skin-Tableau Vivant fabian (catwa applier) by M4ri1yn Magic
Body-TMP by theshops
Shape- my own not for sale.

Fighter.

Fighter.

 

Hey guys! I hope you’re all having a great day! I’d like to start off this blog with thanking the lovely people at Avi Glam. I had trouble with one of my purchases at skin fair.. and they were kind enough to send me a fatpack. It’s such a wonderful thing when you find out people who run the brands you love have such great hearts.

Shape- My own not for sale.

Hair-Tram

Skin-Kai by Avi Glam @ skin fair by kendra parfort

Body-tmp by theshops.

Hit the diamond.

Hit the diamond.

 

The worst pain in the world goes beyond the physical. Even further beyond any other emotional pain one can feel. It is the betrayal of a friend.
― ,Heather Brewer

It’s weird to be writing about betrayal so soon after I talked about recognizing wickedness in others. Saying I failed seems to be an understatement. It’s such an odd space to exist in after someone you trusted betrays you.

I’m hurt, my back wasn’t just stabbed someone took an ax to it. I’ve taken the last couple of days to remind myself of who I was, in an effort to keep some of my essence intact. In doing so, I’ve fallen down a hole of reading love letters, and remember things people have said to me. Doing so has helped me sort of move past these difficult past few days.I don’t think what happened to me will ever be part of the past. Part of me will always be guarded.. more so now than ever.. and that’s ok. I need to heal from this epic crap storm on my terms, at my speed. I hope your spring is off to a better start than mine was.

-M

 

Crown-.: Runic :. Magical Crystal Crown by Kasur Twine
Hair-Action Inkubator HAIR Thomas by marilynmonroe munro
Eyes-IKON Hope Eyes – Wight by Ikon Innovia
Ears-[MANDALA]STEKING_EARS_Season 5 by kikunosuke Eel
Bottom-titzuki : atlas skirt / white / by Titzuki Yuitza
Mantle-+ White Transcendence Ghost + {aii} by devilaii
shirt-titzuki : asphyxia shirt / white / by Titzuki Yuitza
Skin-Tableau vivant Fabian by M4ri1yn Magic
Head-Catwa daniel by catwa clip
Body-TMP by theshops
Shape-my own not for sale.

Wicked.

Wicked.

 

It is a fact that cannot be denied: the wickedness of others becomes our own wickedness because it kindles something evil in our own hearts. – Carl Jung

In my life I’ve become acquainted with wickedness, I’ve seen people I love turn in to wicked creatures. I’ve loved wickedness in others. I’ve even been guilty of being wicked myself. I’ve loved people who were wrong for me, but I think we all have.. This past week has seemed to be a trial of the emotional sort. I believe when you can see those patterns of ill will in people you might have been very fond of.. or even loved that you truly are growing. Not just emotionally… but spiritually aswell. But the true test is to love yourself enough to pull yourself through tooth and nail out of those dangerous patterns of mad love. So please, remember to love yourself enough.. to not put your heart in a dangerous space. And as cheesy as it sounds. It will get better. -M

 

Head-CATWA HEAD Daniel by catwaclip
Hair-DOUX – Stephan Hairstyle by dam1710
Ears- [MANDALA]STEKING_EARS_Season5 by kikunosuke Eel
Horns-PUNCH / Devil / Male {black} by may.tremont
Eyes-IKON Sovereign Eyes by Ikon Innovia

Jacket-Semller Hooded Bomber by Semller @TMD
Fox spirit-+ Familiar Spirit Oni + {aii} by Aii (princessaii)
Body-#TheMeshProject by theshops
Shape-my own not for sale…

Replay.

Replay.

Replay.

 

Hey guys! I’d like to start off by saying happy belated new years! I’m sorry it’s taken me a bit to post… It was my birthday and then I got a little sick. But here I am in my half naked glory.  Have you ever heard a song and just feel like it inspires you? I was shifting through music on Pandora when I heard a song called replay by Zendaya. It’s basically been on repeat all day (ha puns.) I hope you all had a great and happy new year.

Hair-http://Tableau Vivant \\ Oliver hair by M4ri1yn Magic @TMD
Collar-(epia) – Submissive’s Collar by Dutch Lyric
Jacket-::GB::One-shoulder jacket (on naked) / Black (rare) @theEpiphany by Takuya Jinn
Jockstrap-NOCHE. Essential Simple Jockstrap by Danny0ryan
Skin-~Tableau Vivant~ Rays Skin – Tone 03 – by M4ri1yn Magic
Shape- my own not for sale
Body ody ody-TMP by Theshops

Candles.

Candles.

 

Hey guys! I hope today is treating you well. How excited are we for bento? 😀 I can’t wait to bento myself so hard I’m sore the next day.  I again find myself saying the same thing. I  basically say in every blog post. I wish now there would be more bento mens items. I’d also like to have fingers that move. How else am I going to showcase my favorite finger to the world when they piss me off? So, here’s to us dudes hopefully getting bento stuff we deserve. Have a nice night guys!

-M

Hair/hairbase-Action Mesh Hair Shaun by MarilynMonroe Munro
Ears-[MANDALA]STEKING_EARS_Season 5 by: kikunosuke Eel
Eyes-Ikon -Sovereign In Pharaoh and Wraith by Ikon Innovia
Jacket-Seul garcon Reglan denim jacket by Vo Pralou @Tmd
Jockstrap-NOCHE. Bryan Jockstrap by: Danny0ryan
Skin-Rays tone 3 by M4ri1yn Magic
Shape-my own no
Body-tmp by theshops

Salvation.

Salvation.

Salvation.

 

Hey guys! Since my last blog got a bit heavy. I thought I’d focus on some light things. I’ve recently fell down a hole of holiday movies and as a guy who normally mocks people who go HAM on the holidays. I’m proud to say I’m gladly eating my words and they taste like peppermint cookies. It’s nice to just relax and drown out the noise of the world with a cup of hot cocoa and a good movie. I’m happy this holiday season. I have great friends, a small circle of people whom I care a lot about. I have a great boyfriend who puts up with my neediness. What more could a boy ask for? ^-^

-M

Antlers-Izzie’s – Reindeer Antlers & Rudolph’s Sparkly Nose by Izzie Button
Hair-Uw.st Dino by Din Raymaker
Cookie-::Static:: Cookie Cat by Nama Gearz
Pajamas-Noche Pajama onesie by Danny0ryan @Fameshed

Skin-Tableau Vivant rays3 by M4ri1yn Magic
Body-TMP by theshops

Ears-[MANDALA]STEKING_EARS by: kikunosuke Eel

Eyes-Ikon -Sovereign In Pharaoh and Wraith by Ikon Innovia